Smelly Fat teddy
January 26, 2010 § Leave a comment
I know I shouldn’t make assumptions even though I didn’t really see what really happened. When I heard what you actually did, it was so you. so bitchy, so stubborn and so unforgiving. I feel like I was actually fighting with a girl instead of a guy. The bad thing is, I actually liked that guy.
I liked a guy who was super caring, super protective. who was my very best friend that I could actually tell all my secrets to. not this make-me-sick guy & definitely not the one that is so bitchy( like a girl).
I expected you to become hotter. to make me regret that I actually let you slip through my hands-not this kind of guy who looks dis-organised, messy, ugly and fat-ter. sorry, i didn’t mean it THAT WAY. but yes, I hate myself for falling into your trap when I saw you laying it there all along. I hate myself for liking you and wasting my time on you. I hate myself for not listening to what others warned me. I hate being stupid. foolish and every stupid words you can actually think of.
Actually, I’m just glad I didn’t lose anyone because of you. I’m happy my friends (and yours) actually are not taking sides. I’m really glad I didn’t lose my almost 8 years best friend because of my stupidity and I actually earned another.
So, thank you so much.
ps: 4 teaspoons of salt, 3 teaspoons of olive oil(preferably the cosmetics kind) it won’t be too rough on your skin. try it. Then maybe, just MAYBE I will actually regret.
pps: I’m loving the post title my bff chose for me(: