Smelly Fat teddy

January 26, 2010 § Leave a comment

I wanted to do a post on my favourite actress or actresses, but everything just hit me in the head again. It’s wasn’t that bad but it definitely made me want to punch you straight in the face.

I know I shouldn’t make assumptions even though I didn’t really see what really happened. When I heard what you actually did, it was so you. so bitchy, so stubborn and so unforgiving. I feel like I was actually fighting with a girl instead of a guy. The bad thing is, I actually liked that guy.

I liked a guy who was super caring, super protective. who was my very best friend that I could actually tell all my secrets to. not this make-me-sick guy & definitely not the one that is so bitchy( like a girl).

I expected you to become hotter. to make me regret that I actually let you slip through my hands-not this kind of guy who looks dis-organised, messy, ugly and fat-ter. sorry, i didn’t mean it THAT WAY. but yes, I hate myself for falling into your trap when I saw you laying it there all along. I hate myself for liking you and wasting my time on you. I hate myself for not listening to what others warned me.  I hate being stupid. foolish and every stupid words you can actually think of.

Actually, I’m just glad I didn’t lose anyone because of you. I’m happy my friends (and yours) actually are not taking sides. I’m really glad I didn’t lose my almost 8 years best friend because of my stupidity and I actually earned another.

So, thank you so much.

ps: 4 teaspoons of salt, 3 teaspoons of olive oil(preferably the cosmetics kind) it won’t be too rough on your skin. try it.  Then maybe, just MAYBE I will actually regret.

pps:  I’m loving the post title my bff chose for me(:


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